I wanna' be more like my old self

And the words of promise spoke to me
And I change my mind eventually
And the earth was shining yesterday
And I saw the nations look away
And me head was screaming for something more
And I watched as they unlocked the door
And the counted off from one to ten
And the added two and began again
And I saw a mountain coming down
And when the smoke had cleared from all around
I was saving for another day
But now I know what they were trying to say
And I cannot put my faith in you
There's nothing worse that I could do
And when I woke up out of this
The only thing I've ever missed
was ti